
Evangelic i so do become in order to maintain hope. Crumbling ego i feel. The weather, yes the weather ,, well hey its warm and it winter,, who's complaining?? Well nature for one
i suppose. Farmers and Gardeners too.. weeds are flowering,, everything is flowering!!! Fuck!! Nature is doped on Co2 and she is having a little hot flush. Shes making us wake up just a bit that for sure. Everyone who is not in a place with no soil can see clearly that in this area Nature believes it to be spring.
What then when a good frost comes and kills all the buds? Do we get fruit?
And then what,, how far shall we go down this road of change ,, is it in waves or is this The Wave!
Many things exist to distract one in life. We tend to create distractions in order to occupy our selves and avoid reality in some way or another.. some may call it Drama addicts some may say Soap addicts. Some are into SciFi i suppose..,,,
This is a weird wacky world who is being bent and beaten daily,, there is growth in some areas beyond imagination and in others total mas acre. I live each day with a deeper burning need to be somewhere else yet i am bound to my Ego and a need to finish what i have started. To attain a complete training however useful. I see myself often with red and green strips spiraling out from the ten points on my chest, painted they cover my body. Radical yes yet this urge to do more in a moment than is probably physically possible for my human body exists.
What does that mean , what does it really mean?
All this will yet i can not seem to navigate the correct route through the preliminary phases of a process which will involve the rest of my life. Maybe that's why.
India has called and a possible journey to understand and learn Yoga as well as see Bio dynamics at play there,, a few months just,, clear the mind ready the body, for a journey down,, by hook or by crook and a landing on southern African.....
Peace is on its way,, its almost here,,, Its coming wrapped in the Present!