All things

So then. We were all going into the club house on a pretty mild( english style,, warmish really!)Having a most interesting talk on a type of Zen buddist Anthroposophical meditation. Pretty cool. Clearing the mind 20 min, some walking in a circle , also clearing i believe,, Inner outer macro micro as above so below realisational assistance. Then sitting again and breathing properly . something,, In and out then inbetween the next breathe a focus on the third eye and the realisation of I AM is meditated on in that moment ... then another in out, then IT SPEAKS in the throat chakra, then another breath then SHE FEELS in the heart and inout then HE WILLS in the next one down ,it is said too push the he wills attention down too the lower two ,,,, Soooo, then thats it,,, Well im sure i didn t get it exactly right as we only went over the theory ( the prac was the next day, i was working)) The man was Seedish and not the best english but some interesting stuff about the chakra association of old Rudy Steiner i would say...

So then we walk out side and she greets us... winters First hello... No actual frost is aggreed apon amongst farmers but still it was a nice hello...
Things warmed up today though but we are due to see this trend stick!!!

Write right

Some times u just need to write, who knows

why of for what reason. Or wether its an hour past the sensible time to sleep. The compelling urge to stay awake and blab on about who knows what is of greater consequence than to slip peacefully into the dream world.

Well the things are telescopical i suppose on the lines of stretching someing out. I mean if one is holding a sea mans telescope the wrong way around and one finds the smaller end is at the other side and that you can look right through this thing and objects are far away that are close and if u flip it then those that are far become close .. So which way is it ?.... WHich way do we hold our perceptions to the world.

What coloured glass to we house in windows?

Its tough because nothing is wrong, well many things are wrong in Life but too some one else it is completely justified.. How do i justifuy my actions to make myself feel better about the way i am and or the descisions i take .

The Rain has come. For some time now it falls . On the soft grass.Soak soak it takes it in, down to the root the water feeds. through the soil, she does breathe. Back up in growth the grass does bring new life, not only in spring. echos of last thoughts do hang about, i could name a few, How about you? Are we so different ? How far are we from our brothers and sisters of the natural world? Is our emancipation so far detached? YES! In many ways we are its true, from a distance we do see the parallels and can relate. And do. But when we take the responsibilty to take a life out of compassion. What does that say. And what is compassion??? ( not retorical) The chicken cant walk, its leggs don't work properly . ~~This is the voice of my conscience~ I must be in peace with Death as with Life....

sO nOT THIS LAST weekend but the one before, we saw a massive rising up of the fruits of Fungus. Mezzzmorizzed i walked the forests in search of the Boar who had gotten out. Entranced by the beautiful Fly Garics which we more than plentiful.
Knowing well their psycodelic potential i could not help but gazz and be in Awww. I think even without that awareness they are still beautiful and entrancing.
The board was not found, i had some strong suspisions that he encountered one of these very welcoming fruits and took to it. He was back the next morning for breakfast. We brought him in the following day.
A couple of evenings or so after this experience i was fascinated to know who or what was eating these mushies as many had been munched.As with this one in the pic. One of the culmrits as i am sure there are many is the slugg,,, yes the cosmic slugg has been caught in the act of consuming an entire mushy. Notably it was not the type of red and white but those were found near by with sluggy holes in them.
Makes you wonder~~~~#####~~~~

The begining

since this has been created on this evening of a Sun day, i had better make an entry to avoid any whirl pool of reality sucking this potentially positive blogg down the infinite hole of nothing, whereas i dont ever put anything in again.#
My intentions here are to ignite this Blogg with my profile from Sturts farm and then have some way of showing all the photos i have been taking this year( possibly not possible) .
Following that to log in on my next year of Biodynamic discovery in the garden..

My first yar has been supendous,,, i am most glad for my transformations and re formations.. Blessings be too Camphills rigidity or rythmn it has served me very well. Blessings too all the Beautiful people on Sturts Farm who i have lived with this past year. Deep respect for the animal beings whom i have cared and whom have cared for me. Beholding the prospect of Biodynamics in rural Africa is where i am gawking.

Not too be a quota or anything ,, not quite sure what that means but Something old Rudy Steiner said was heard by me on my first block course on the Plant.


Seek the truly practical, material life But seek it in such a way that It does not numb you to the spirit that works within it.Seek the Spirit, But not out of spiritual lust or spiritual egoism.Seek it rather that you wish to become selflessIn the practical life of the material world.Turn to the ancient principle:Spirit never without matter, matter never without spirit.And say to yourself: We will do everything material within the light of the spiritAnd will seek the light of the spiritIn such a way that enkindles warmth in usFor our practical deeds.
Rudolf Steiner